Sunday, May 6, 2012

things i do

in normal condition...
game2 mcm ni la slalu maen...


futsal


n kadang2 kalau rajin...
maen yg ni


football



badminton


ping pong


but last week...
someone step on my tangan...
n he's wearing 11 stat but bola...
demmm...
so jadi bengkak n 2 jari xley bengkok...
which means badminton n ping pong out mgu ni...aih....
futsal n bola xley jd keeper sgt...aihh....

mcm ni la bende yg cium tgn nih...haih


n last sabtu...
tetibe dpt back pain...
doktor kate soh stop maen seminggu or 2 minggu..
die kate badan telebey stress..
slalu sgt maen...x benti...

n i just like...
dafuq??then wat shud i do??
maen pes??...shait...
fifa??..peh lisss..
xkan dok lepak balkoni je tgk org maen...

hah...
its like dat feeling when u want to berak...
n somebody said..
all jamban are not available for dis moment...






tapi pedulik ape..
x maen kang sendiri jadi x betol..
dok diam2...
haih...
xley2...bahaye...
ahahahahahhaahahahahah





Saturday, April 21, 2012

long time no see





it has been a while...
i want to tell u dat..
its a scary worlds we're living now..
why?
see it for urself






new generation kids...





























n the girls nowadays...


















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haaaaiiihhhhhhh


told u its scary....


if the kids remain like this...










and the all the girls are real like this











i bet that...if there's any aliens living out there,
they certainly would come to earth and live with us...
don't u think?


oh one more...
please smile...
even this creature said it right...




















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Sunday, November 27, 2011

old words




for the past few years..
i've been chasing something that is not worth my teenage life..
and after last night...a friend of mine told me something that make me realize...
something that i used to hold on when i was a "text book" student back then...
and i hope...i can hold onto it again this time...
at least until i got a job...
and being able to support myself without depending on others anymore...

"alyaum aindi sodikotu hua alyaum wa ana mutazauwaj"

thanks to her again for make me remember those words...
funny...she told me that i'm the one who gave her those back in school...
and now she give it back to me...
ahah...










Tuesday, October 25, 2011

my man...(^_^)

have u ever been in a situation where u will smile alone thinking of someone in ur life?
of course u have right?
but who is that someone?
anybody can make u smile even u only think about he or she
and yes...it happened to me...
and yes...someone make me smile...

this is a story about the person who make me smiling alone...
hatta my rumet kate saye gile mnaip sorang sambil senyum..ppfftt...pedulik apenye pun kan...

On last thursday night...i was in examination hall...having statistic as my dinner...
and like all of u girls and boys...as usual...after test is the best time to enjoy right?dont tipu2 sini lah...
and that night...me myself and i have decided with my friends to watch movie at the nearest cinema..
i know that they dont have any idea what 21st of october means to me...but who cares?ahhahaah...




while enjoying my last moment of 20 years old by watching Hugh jackman controlling a robot..
on 11.50pm..my phone vibrate..the name appears is 'Ayah'...
i ignored it as the movie was getting more exciting.. I've planned to call him later after the movie...
5 minutes later...its vibrate again...and i felt something wrong...he usually doesnt call me this late...and i decided to pick it up...so i went to the bathroom...
but the call was ended...




i called him again...and he picked up...u know what he said to me?
   
       "sekarang pukol brape?"

and i said
      "ha?knape?"

again he asked
      "pukol brape skarang?tgk la jam...xkan xde kot..."

and i'm getting nervous...
      ''aaaa..12 malam..knape?'

and he replied with his selamber voice...
      "oh..xde ape...duet blanje sume cukop lagi?nak ape2 x?"

and i felt stange..
      "cukop..xde nk beli ape2 pon...bkn blanje byk mane pon..kenape?"

and he added more strange feelings to me
      "ok2..belajar elok2..cuti kang balik...assalamualaikum.."

and of course i answered
      "waalaikumsalam...aaa..ok.."

and i walked back inside to watch another robot fighting each other while in my head, i'm pushing all my brain cells to work harder to tell me what drama just happened on the phone just now..
usually...i'm the one who will call..not him..



and...and then...i realized...its already half past 12...and its my birthday...
the reason why i was at the cinema on that night...is to celebrate my own birthday...
and my father...who happen to be the first person to wish my birthday...
thats why he asked what time is it now...and  thats why he asked if i need anything...
arghh...it just me who stupid enough not to realize that early...

so i called him again after the movie ends...i thanked him for what he just did an hour ago...
and he said
 
       "ape die?mane ade buat pape pon...tanye biase2 je ah..."

hahahah...of course he denied it...thats what all father in the world will do...ahhahaahah...



he will not show u directly that they love us like the mother hugs...
he probably never said "i love u" to u like ur mother always did...
he sometimes can turn into a tiger to u compared to  ur mother who always being the angel...
he surely cant cook u the best meals like the chef of ur life,(ur mother) always did...

but what u dont know is...

he is the engineer who design and planning ur future life even before u were born...
he is the person who will always be on the top of ur "person willing to sacrifice to u"
when u were child...he is the person who sleep besides u when u're tought that some boogeyman is sleeping under ur bed...
when u trying to do ur homework...and u cant solve it...when u woke up...all of them were finished...and u thought that u solved them last night...the truth is...he was helping u..this one u may not realize...maybe happened to u once or twice during ur childhood...hahahah
maybe at some point or another...he would feel sad because we dont give him any news...but he will not show it to others...the thruth is...he'll think about u all the time..especially before he goes to sleep..maybe not as much as ur mother did...but still...he will...



the point here is...ur father love u as much as ur mother...so...if u call ur mother..try to talked to ur father too...he always wanted that...especially from his daughter who happened to be his little girl before...hahahaha...
and yeah...my father is my man...




gamba2 uncle gugle kasi

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Saturday, April 23, 2011

x-em

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nk exam an??
amek ah ni spatah 18 kate buat yg nk amek exam..


in the exam hall.....
look up for INSPIRATION....
look down for CONCENTRATION....

.........& if these don't work, then..............

look beside for INFORMATION....
look front for PRECAUTION


semoge bejaye anda semua..




Thursday, April 21, 2011

STUdent + DYing = STUDY

inilah stdy week saye stakat ini






















dan ye...saye amat risau...
betol2 risau...
ini x tipu punye...
haaaddooihh...

Thursday, April 7, 2011

EXHAUSTED..





Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?



Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?



Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?



Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding



No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like
To be like me


To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like



Welcome to my life

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

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