my man...(^_^)

have u ever been in a situation where u will smile alone thinking of someone in ur life?
of course u have right?
but who is that someone?
anybody can make u smile even u only think about he or she
and yes...it happened to me...
and yes...someone make me smile...

this is a story about the person who make me smiling alone...
hatta my rumet kate saye gile mnaip sorang sambil senyum..ppfftt...pedulik apenye pun kan...

On last thursday night...i was in examination hall...having statistic as my dinner...
and like all of u girls and boys...as usual...after test is the best time to enjoy right?dont tipu2 sini lah...
and that night...me myself and i have decided with my friends to watch movie at the nearest cinema..
i know that they dont have any idea what 21st of october means to me...but who cares?ahhahaah...

while enjoying my last moment of 20 years old by watching Hugh jackman controlling a robot..
on 11.50pm..my phone vibrate..the name appears is 'Ayah'...
i ignored it as the movie was getting more exciting.. I've planned to call him later after the movie...
5 minutes later...its vibrate again...and i felt something wrong...he usually doesnt call me this late...and i decided to pick it up...so i went to the bathroom...
but the call was ended...

i called him again...and he picked up...u know what he said to me?
   
       "sekarang pukol brape?"

and i said
      "ha?knape?"

again he asked
      "pukol brape skarang?tgk la jam...xkan xde kot..."

and i'm getting nervous...
      ''aaaa..12 malam..knape?'

and he replied with his selamber voice...
      "oh..xde ape...duet blanje sume cukop lagi?nak ape2 x?"

and i felt stange..
      "cukop..xde nk beli ape2 pon...bkn blanje byk mane pon..kenape?"

and he added more strange feelings to me
      "ok2..belajar elok2..cuti kang balik...assalamualaikum.."

and of course i answered
      "waalaikumsalam...aaa..ok.."

and i walked back inside to watch another robot fighting each other while in my head, i'm pushing all my brain cells to work harder to tell me what drama just happened on the phone just now..
usually...i'm the one who will call..not him..

and...and then...i realized...its already half past 12...and its my birthday...
the reason why i was at the cinema on that night...is to celebrate my own birthday...
and my father...who happen to be the first person to wish my birthday...
thats why he asked what time is it now...and  thats why he asked if i need anything...
arghh...it just me who stupid enough not to realize that early...

so i called him again after the movie ends...i thanked him for what he just did an hour ago...
and he said
 
       "ape die?mane ade buat pape pon...tanye biase2 je ah..."

hahahah...of course he denied it...thats what all father in the world will do...ahhahaahah...

he will not show u directly that they love us like the mother hugs...
he probably never said "i love u" to u like ur mother always did...
he sometimes can turn into a tiger to u compared to  ur mother who always being the angel...
he surely cant cook u the best meals like the chef of ur life,(ur mother) always did...

but what u dont know is...

he is the engineer who design and planning ur future life even before u were born...
he is the person who will always be on the top of ur "person willing to sacrifice to u"
when u were child...he is the person who sleep besides u when u're tought that some boogeyman is sleeping under ur bed...
when u trying to do ur homework...and u cant solve it...when u woke up...all of them were finished...and u thought that u solved them last night...the truth is...he was helping u..this one u may not realize...maybe happened to u once or twice during ur childhood...hahahah
maybe at some point or another...he would feel sad because we dont give him any news...but he will not show it to others...the thruth is...he'll think about u all the time..especially before he goes to sleep..maybe not as much as ur mother did...but still...he will...

the point here is...ur father love u as much as ur mother...so...if u call ur mother..try to talked to ur father too...he always wanted that...especially from his daughter who happened to be his little girl before...hahahaha...
and yeah...my father is my man...

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