for the past few years..
i've been chasing something that is not worth my teenage life..
and after last night...a friend of mine told me something that make me realize...
something that i used to hold on when i was a "text book" student back then...
and i hope...i can hold onto it again this time...
at least until i got a job...
and being able to support myself without depending on others anymore...
"alyaum aindi sodikotu hua alyaum wa ana mutazauwaj"
thanks to her again for make me remember those words...
funny...she told me that i'm the one who gave her those back in school...
and now she give it back to me...
ahah...

